May's Diary

Recently  i watch one drama -- One Tree Hill
It talks about love, friends, and family stuff
i think this drama is quite good.
sometimes u can get something to think from them
season 6 is gonna play in Sep. u can think how popular it is.

最近在看的一部影集One Tree Hill，是一部校園劇...
可想而知就是愛情、朋友、家庭mix囉...
還不錯看啦...至少演員還算養眼囉
九月份美國要播第六季...能播到第六季就知道它受歡迎程度

i don't know which episode i watched
there is a plot
Lucus and Halery are in the apartment attic
a red brick is moved from the wall
there is a small box inside
they took paper from it and read the latter which they wrote one year ago
and talked about their life.

不知道看到哪一集....
那一集是Lucus和Haley在頂樓
把一塊紅磚從牆壁拿開，裡面有一個小盒子
裡面裝的是一年前他們對這一年的期許....然後回顧他們這一年的生活
是不是有達到他們想要的生活方式

Why we always assume ourselves 10 years later?
for example, we don't satisfy present state.
we always think how is it if it continue after 10 years
using "10 years"  it's too long, isn't it?
Even me, i couldn't remember 10 years ago what i had expectation for now.
We should think about how will be next year.
or we could do more to set up this month what i wanna do
not just everyday just like Zombie to live.
at least, keep passion doing everything.

為什麼我們總是預想10年後的自己
ex: 不滿現狀，遲續下去...10年後的自己會怎麼樣
為什麼總是以10年為單位呢....這麼遙遠的日子
想想未來一年的自己吧(替自己精神喊話)
或是更進一步，設定每個月的目標!!!
至少讓自己有動力些，而不是每天混混過日子

next week is coming. it means i have been working in DHL for 3 months
so i have a test to check my learning situation.
honestly i don't care i pass or not
just feel embarrassed if i didn't pass
in other way, i a little hope i can't pass because i don't have any interest and passion on this job although work environment and benefits are nice. my colleagues are nice, but just nice. don't have the same mind. i don't think i'm part of them. seriously i got bored there.

下禮拜17號即將是我在DHL做滿三個月的日子
所以我有個考試，檢視我的學習狀況
老實說，過與不過...我一點都不放在心上
只是會有點覺得如果沒過，臉上好像有點掛不去
不希望過，是因為我根本對這個工作失去興趣和熱情
雖然工作環境、福利令人稱羨
但其實我並沒有很快樂...覺得有個格格不入
雖然同事好相處，但是...就僅止於此...
反而還比較懷念前公司，至少是開心滴...覺得自己是裡面的一份子